My girlfriend.
My sister. You two are my best friends.
TT, I have loved you from the first second I laid eyes on you. I’d just turned 4 and standing in the hospital with my mother when I first saw the beautiful baby girl that my god mother was holding. I’d never seen anything as beautiful as you. I saw you. But it wasn’t real. I know 4 year olds can’t feel much, but I felt so incredibly amazed when I saw you. I loved you from the beginning. You were so cute. (still are). I remember how you held onto my fingers and stared at me with those big loving eyes when I talked to you. When you first learned my name. And you said it all the time. When you were 3 and I was 6 and we were on the beach in Florida. You put sand in my pants and pushed me into the ocean. I still have a scar on my back from the rocks. Through everything that’s happened. From my addictions to your depression, we’ve always had each other. And that’s how it’s gonna be forever. I’ll always be here. And always remember that you are beautiful. You are so beautiful inside and out. No one will ever be fortunate enough to know you the way I do. And I kinda like it that way. Cause you know I get pretty jealous.
You’ll always be my sister. You keep my heart beating. You keep me sane.
You’re my shelter, my boundary line.
My hope for survival.
I live to keep you happy, because you want me here.
Words really can’t describe what I feel for you.
I love you so so so much.
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Megan baby.
Oh my fucking goodness. What the hell would I do without you?
Jump off a cliff? Probably.
You ARE the love of my life. I’ve never been in love until I found you. That was the best day of my life. I wouldn’t trade it for anything. Our first phone call, first text, first kiss. It was the best. I am so glad to say we will be getting married. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you. You make me feel so important. So loved. I can’t imagine what it must be like to be confined to a jerk like me.
Don’t you ever forget how much I love you. Or how hard I’ll beat a guy’s ass for you.
You don’t understand. The first time we talked it was like puzzle pieces slowly coming together. 2 years. I’ve spent my whole life searching, and you were just one person away.
I love you.
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You girls will never understand.
You ARE my life now.
